Thursday, January 9, 2014

Late to survive

Couldn't she understand
I loved her for real
And not for few Days. 
All I wanted was her to wait.
Wait For few more days.

I had to leave as I made a promise.
Promise that I'l protect my country and stand against any force that comes against. 

War ended and I returned.
Returned for her. 
Saw her walking down the lane. 
Filled with joy and peace insane. 
Spread my arms and called her name.
Closer she came with tears rolling high.
Thought those were of joy
But how dumb was I. 
I was late. Late to survive. 

Lost the love of my life
Now she is someone else's wife 
All I wanted was her to wait
Wait till I return and know that I'll survive.

Sunday, December 8, 2013

Ek Chota Sa Sapna

Bahao Mai jahan ko bharnai , Chand ko chunai aur Pankh laga kar urnai ka tha sapna uska. 
Logo mai iman baranai aur khuda ko jamin par utarnai ka tha sapna uska.
Duua sai kadam rakhna aur dil sai koshish karnai ka tha hisab uska. 
Rozana chand ko dekh kar muskurana aur fir karwath badal kar so jana, 
Sochtai sochtai ki kal hoga jahan aapna. 
Aaj thora reh gaya kal karaingai hisab aapna. 
Khuda ko pasand aaya iman uska 
Bola bahut umda hai Tarika terai hisab ka.
Aab aaja kar dai jara iss jindagi ki kitab ka hisab khatam istarah,
Ki aant kardu Mai is jahan ka aur so jau istarah. 
Dukhi hokar socha usnai ki
Jaam ka gilas mila magar tha na jaam umda. 
Aab kya karu wafa sai jo paya na manga tha istarah. 
Bash Bahao Mai jahan ko bharnai , Chand ko chunai aur Pankh laga kar urnai ka tha sapna uska. 

Wished To Be Loved

I Wished to be loved
But hard to find
In this world my dear love u can't find. 
She says I love you now 
Later it becomes I love u not. 
I pray not to fall in love again 
Cause half heart gone 
Other half if gone it will take my breath away. 
Hard to live without the person you love
You just survive without any fun in your life. 
Please stop me if I fall in love again 
Cause I got no control over it
It's only my prayers on which i depend.

Wish For Love & Pray

Wish for love and pray
And trust me love will find a way. 
Dreams of heaven are on earth
I must say zuperb is the place,
Place where I dreamt. 
Dreams of love and hope that comes my way n will stay. 
Without love i guess there is no reason to live. 
Hope that love will find its way.
Three people make that place
I wished I could stay. 
But this night is not long 
And would not stay 
Even if we all pray. 
Hope for love 
And it will find its way,
Love will find its way. 
As I found my way back
You will find your way. 
God bless you. 

Friday, May 17, 2013

Tears

I stand in shower when I cry
So that tears I can hide
From the world outside. 

Sorrow in my heart
More then I needed
Please help me 
I got unlimited tears. 

Don't want to show 
But want to let it out
Please help me
I can't get out. 

Taking me over
All in my mind
I can't let it out
Someone help me
I'm counting my breaths now. 

Tired of fake smiles
Saying its all right 
I got to get out
Even if it means to end it any how. 

Standing in shower
Hiding my tears
I can't anymore
I guess it's time to bid goodbye. 

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Wakt Ek Jalim Chiz

Esi kagaz par likha tha mainai naam tera.
Esi kagaz par likha tha mainai naam tera.
Wakt Kai sath mit gaya who,
Bas reh gayi toh khushbu terai naam ki. 

Wakt bara jalim hai yaro
Wakt bara jalim hai yaro
Mita daita hai lamho ho
Reh jati hai toh bas
Khushbu un lamho ki. 

Sametna chaho
Sametna chaho
Aagar tum un lamho ko
Samet na paogai. 

Aab Yeh jaan kuch ghari ki baaki hai
Aab Yeh jaan kuch ghari ki baaki hai
Wafa karkai bhi tum
Bewafa hi kehlaogai. 
Jatai jatai hamai tum kush na kar paogai. 

Dua mangna khuda sai ki
Dua mangna khuda sai ki
Dua hamari kubul na karai
Joh hamnai mangi thi ki
Miljao tum phirsai hamai. 

Aab Yeh jaan kuch ghari ki baaki hai
Aab Yeh jaan kuch ghari ki baaki hai
Wafa karkai bhi tum
Bewafa hi kehlaogai. 
Jatai jatai hamai tum kush na kar paogai. 

Happy Birthday

It's ur birthday tomorrow. 
Wishing you today. 
Happy birthday. 
Have a great day. 

Vishaka is ur name
You rock like deepika's fame. 

Smile on ur face
Is what I can see
Keep smiling always
Is what I pray. 

Happy birthday 
Happy birthday 
May you get all that u desire 
And still remember my name. 
Happy birthday. 

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Dard kasai baya karu

Dard kasai baya Karu
Joh likh na saku woh mehsus karu
Jaltai chirag kai bhujnai ka intezaar mai karu.

iis dil mai Jagah toh bahut thi
Par joh raha hai ismai
Woh likh na saku bas mehsus karu.
Jaltai chirag kai bhujnai ka
Intezaar Mai karu.

Kehtai toh hai log
Ki ismai bhi maza aapna hai
Par aab seh na saku
Jaltai chirag kai bhujnai ka
Intezaar Mai karu.

Mitti Mai mil jaunga ek din
Reh jaygi toh bas yaadai meri
Aagar has diyai aap toh
Kushnesbhi hogi meri.

Jaltai chirag kai bhujnai ka
Intezaar Mai karu.
Dard hi basa hai
Dard hi bacha hai
Jaltai chirag kai bhujnai ka
Intezaar Mai karu.
Jaltai chirag kai bhujnai ka
Intezaar Mai karu.

Friday, April 12, 2013

Silence a better communicator

As words are falling short
Let the silence speak
Lets it say
What needs to be said.

Something's are better not spoken
But are they being felt
Is what matters
And not what is said.

I can say a thousand words
But what silence can say
Is beyond calculations.

Leave it to the heart
Don't use your brain
Cause if you try hard
You might get a migraine.

Tanhai jindagi ki

Mai likhna toh chahta Hu
Par likh nahi pata Hu
Kasai batau aapko
Mai khud sai naraz hokar
Kudh ko manata Hu.

Aakalai mai aapnai aapko
Aakalai Mai aapnai aapko
Jab Mai pata Hu
Yeh aasu rok na pata Hu

Tanhai nai gher liya hai mujko
Aapni saaso ko Mai sun sakta hu
Andherai Mai rehta Hu
bahar nahi aana chahta Hu.

Mai likhna toh chahta Hu
Par likh nahi pata Hu
Kasai batau aapko
Mai khud sai naraz hokar
Kudh ko manata Hu.

Na aana marai ghar ai duniya walo
Is Tanhai ko Mai aapni
Is tanhai ko Mai aapni
Sath lekar marna chahta Hu.

Sunday, March 31, 2013

Sana terai pyaar mai

Terai khabo Mai Sana
Mai koya rehta hu
Kya Karu Mai
Mai purai din soya rehta hu.

Tu jaga dai toh bhi
Terai keyalo Mai koya rehta hu.

Kya karu Mai Sana
Terai kyalo Mai koya rehta hu.

Aab kya likhu, Mai aalsi jo Hu
Mai sona chata Hu.

Mujeh maaf karo
Mai payar Mai koya Hu
Sana hai naam uska
Par Mai usko aapna kehta Hu.

Jaha raho tum
Meri raho tum
Bas yehi kehna chahta Hu.

This is how I roll

We fuck up we party
That's how we roll.
I don't care
U love me or not anymore.

I write this with 2 drinks down
I like it the way u take things around.

You say what's wrong with u man
I like it the way u take it around.

I puke I drink like hell
You cal me insane
I cal it a real man.

This is how I roll
This is how I roll
I want to write more
But hands don't let me anymore.

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Kasai Baya Karu

Kagaz par manai likhna chaha
Par likh na paya,
Cihayi toh bahut thi
Par ekshar na jorh paya.

Kasai baya Karu en lafzo mai,
Joh kuda nai banaya
Aur aapni muskan na rokh paya.

Maaf karo mujhe bhaiyo
Mai aapnai aap ko rokh na paya.

Khoish toh bahut thi,
Khoish toh bahut thi,
Ki utar Lu unhe is kagaz par.
Par kud ko samet na paya.

Kagaz par manai likhna chaha
Par likh na paya,
Cihayi toh bahut thi
Par ekshar na jorh paya.

Monday, February 18, 2013

City of Angels

city of angels
And angel I found.
Eyes black shining diamonds.
Hairs like river flows.
What can I say about her
Words fall short of what I saw.
Blessed by lord as I saw.

Her lips red as cherry,
Skin as cream roll.
Nose though big but
Makes me do rock and roll.

Simple for sure
Dressed in white and purple
Makes her face glow more.
Height I guess is 5'6" and waist 34
But not so sure.

Asked her little space in her heart
To store my love for her
But as thought no place
House full it is so.

Sadly I return with her name stored.
Oh God I love her.
Memories of her is what I take
And no one can take them away from me anymore.

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

India's Daughter - Amanat - For You (Jyoti / Nirbhaya)

Walking down the lane
Dogs barking, there eyes shining.
Stuck with sudden fear
Voices far away could be heard
She keeps walking
Her home few miles away.

Fear grows
As no one is there.
What will she do if something happens.

No place safe where can she go.
What has happened
Does anyone know.

Few drunk men
Hunting for women
Thinking to have fun
Dogs I call them
Dogs I call them.

For fun they spoil a life
Which was worth millions more then there lives.
But nothing to worry
As the place where they live
Is democratic and runs on money.

Girl what can I do
I feel bad what happened with you.
Wish I could change it all.
I'm sorry your dreams won't turn true.

Time to act and not just to sit and lay back.
We need to unite and help women in this time.

Do something and show you care
Cause if not today then remember your daughter walks down the lane.
And her home is just few miles away.